Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! at the Disco see related

long time no update

sorry pets...it's been a long while since i've been here.

things have been crazy.  jobs have come and gone.  friends have come and gone.  life has twisted inside out, upside down, and backwards.  i have written a ton of new stuff, so i need to post some more to see what you all think.

it rained today.  i love the rain.  except when i have to be in lecture.  that's not so much fun.  i'd rather watch the lightning.  meh.

much love to all who deserve it.  and maybe those that don't.

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Currently Listening The Corpse Bride see related

my gosh it's been forever since i've written in this.  i have a couple of other xangas...but this one doesn't circulate.  not to people that have met me.

i have so many new works to post...but i have no time to post them right now.  soon.  i hope.  i need feedback, and if i post them on the other sites, i'm not sure what kind of feedback i'd get because no one really ever tells me the truth.  therefore they know nothing of my works.  except for elizabeth east...she knows all.

well my pets...it's been fun.

until then.........
--->m@RiE

Currently Playing So-Called Chaos By Alanis Morissette see related

well...here's what i wanted to write in the last one.  no one's home, so i can write forever.

i wrote this awhile ago.

[TEAR] STAINED GLASS
there's a reason for every tear i shed,
with all this confusion dancing through my head.
i had it all together-
i promise you i did-
but things seemed to unravel
my life's taking a tail spin,
a nose dive to insanity
for reasons unexplained.
the complexity of my fears-
i don't know how it began.
lost in a dream i'd prefer to be
a fading faded memory
but i know that's not possible.
not for me.

when i dream it's like two worlds collide.
and when fantasy meets reality
i run and hide.
haunted by my dreams i am-
i can't be what i once was.
carefree exchanged for frustration,
the unpleasant torment of my soul,
my sanity no longer intact
my head begins to swim.
i've seen it all before
it's happening again...

save me now as i cry to you.
i cannot go on-
please see me through.
and i die, forever to the world.
i'll go to no one
alone i feel
pain has gone numb
i am cold as steel.

but i love you..

(c) navas 2004

i have a ton more...but i'll space them out.

rok on
-marie-

Currently Playing Point Of Know Return By Kansas see related

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time to update...haven't done that in awhile.

i think i'm gonna post something i wrote a long time ago.  hopefully it still rokx as hard now as it did then.

gimme awhile...i have to bring the notebook downstairs...and i don't want people seeing it.

->m@Rie<-

well...i got a little bored with the old look.  i've been sick lately so i've been experimenting with javascript.  i couldn't get my stuff to work...so i searched out other stuff.  i think i like this layout.  it might change...but i like it.  it was time to release the inner frustration in a surprising twist.

i got an engagement ring for christmas.

-marie-